Each one of us will at one time in our lives, look upon a loved one who is in need and ask the same question. “We are willing to help Lord, but what, if anything, is needed?” It is true we can seldom help those closest to us. Either we don’t know what part of ourselves to give…or more often than not, the part we have to give…is not wanted. And so it is those we live amongst and the people we should know - friends, family - who elude us…but we can still love them. We can love completely…without complete understanding.
– from the movie A River Runs Through ItThe second best phrase in the world is ‘I love you’. The best phrase in the world is ‘I love you too’.
Truer Love Never Existed
I think my heart just momentarily ceased to beat for a minute. I’ve never been one to make decisions without first analyzing it from every angle & certainly that’s true when it comes to my personal life. But 6mths ago, I fell in love with this goddess from another lifetime. We’ve never met face to face, but I knew within an instant that I loved her & that she was what I wanted for the rest of my life. I want to wake up every morning and have her smile up at me and cover her with kisses first thing in the morning….
The “reason” we aren’t together right now, just asked her whether they were going to try to work things out & my heart just stopped when I read that. How does she do that? How does she have that kind power to stop my heart and at the same time make my soul ache the way she does? And all I did was ask whether I should be worried about her answer, secretly being fearful of what it was, but wanting to know at the same time. I said no one would ever penetrate the depths of my soul ever again. And she does it without my knowledge, like a tender assault that wins out to her every time. So I fall deeper into this love with her, knowing and hoping she never stops pulling me into her. I write these words here, not cause I hope she somehow stumbles upon them, because I fear the depths of my heart may be too deep and too much for her. My words can be shown through demonstration, just as easily as they can be read. Not everyone can grasp a love so deep, that you wouldd sacrifice your life, in order to keep her safe. My worst fear is that, she like all the others, will determine that my love is too intense for her & she’ll run as fast as she can away from me. So, as far as my fear goes, I hope these words are read by friends, but not by her. I would hate to lose someone else just because my feelings are so intense that I have to share them here. By the way, she said I had no reason to be worried about her answer. Just wish I could explain how she can stop my world from turning with just a whisper or word or sigh. What she does to me from 800 miles away is unfair, by anyone’s standards. Just hope she’s prepared herself for the reunion in the near future…as earth shaking as I’m sure that will be.
Valentine’s Day Confession
I’M GOING TO ATTEMPT SOMETHING, IN THE HOPES THAT THE WOMAN IT’S INTENDED FOR, WILL SEE THIS & KNOW THAT I THINK ABOUT HER WITH EVERY BREATH THAT I TAKE…..THE QUESTION….IS: Do you believe there’s ONE person out there…for you? Someone you could dream about & then find out in the most unlikeliest places, that they’re real…that you didn’t just dream of some fictitious person, with a fictitious name, but that, they actually exist in this life. What if you found this person & they could hear you, even though hundreds of miles separated you? Would you cross any ocean to get to them? Tear down any mountain that kept you from them? What if words weren’t needed between you, for the other one to hear you? What if you could hear their whisper in the breeze, the song in their heart in a sunrise….would you follow the sound? Does love really not hold any barriers across time or space? Can you feel it….something pulling us towards each other? I know you do…like a soft, gentle tugging at your soul. Everything happens for a reason…everything we’ve ever done has brought the two of us to this moment in time. Tell me I’m not dreaming, tell me that you feel all of this too…tell me you’re the one I’ve waited so long for. Tell me you can feel me as strongly, as I can feel you…no, I don’t believe in Valentines Day….but I do believe in love, in its truest form…and in us…even though us doesn’t exist in the traditional sense yet…..the us part of you and me has always existed…the part that transcends time…and everything else the world sees or knows. I knew it 6 months ago….like I know it now…it’s you. Please let me know if it’s me that you see when you close your eyes, that steals you from your dreams, that your heart just can’t let go of…..yours always. :)
I believe in a kind of love that transcends time and space & spills over from one lifetime, to another, to another and never loses its strength or power to move whatever is standing in your way of being together, but only builds over time. I’m experiencing this kind of transcending love in my life right now, with someone I thought would never be in my life again & it has given me hope for the future - for my heart, for her heart, cuz even though she slipped away from me once, she knows I’ll never let it happen again. Cuz she is & always will be my 1st love & I never thought I’d have the opportunity to tell her what she means to me now or in lifetimes before, even if we’re never together in the traditional sense, she will always be alive in my heart, as will this love I’ve carried with me for her, from lifetimes before. I think tonight, she realized this too.” :)
– Dakota
About me
My journey of love & the effects it has had on my soul - past & present.
